30 days of poems – 2019 {5}
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standing in the mud
of apprehension
holding my breath
birthing my fear
inhaling
flame
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standing in the mud
of apprehension
holding my breath
birthing my fear
inhaling
flame
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diligence and derelict
history is a faulty course
in humanity
we miss all the silence
the bone-crunching weight
of existence
the bleeding fingers of daily toil
and end up with highlights
reeled and presented
in a package wrapped in bias
much the way
we present ourselves today
in this new realm
of me-story
where you cannot believe
what you see
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a poem, designed
all the things i’m sorry for
can’t be written
in the confines
of a page
i have a fibonacci spiral
the outline
of a staircase
this never-happened
maze
of fallen dream
two columns
of regret
(one wider than the other)
surrounded by white space
a round-edged photo
of background noise
and over to one side
an arrow
pointing
next
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the day we (almost) died
was a day like any other
filled with
silences and bitter trope
a tiny bit
of fervent laughter
tea and whiskey
one small kiss in the crease
of a neck
sustenance and sugar
mirrors and spice.
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a tiny map of luminescence
written on a
parchment paper life
and carried
home
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there is all this space
built into walls
edging out corners
rippling on this ocean
of floor
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on a wall
standing tall
for no reason
narcissus and woodpecker
posing as imprinted
impermanent
tattoo
listen
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