the simple sanity
of losing one’s mind
perhaps in a book
or under a rock in a garden
dotted with daffodil
or a path down the side
of a long empty road
dancing sideways and laughing
in that way no one ever
wants to hear
there’s always folding laundry
into perfect measured
squares
or washing dishing
slowly
just as the sun
begins to settle
there are six snowdrops
by the back door
nine crocus
ten thousand leaves
(i counted)
but at night
in a room
filled with ghosts and
fraught silence
there is no way around
this bitter elephant
crushing my chest
and building a home
in the corners
of verity
i see you
eating darkness
feeding fear
and ancient bear
i see you bleeding tears
of collective memory
and you
keep visiting
my dreams
as if
there is something
left
to say