on dropping the ball
2012 was the year of discarding.
It was amazing how good that felt, amazing how opening up a little physical space in my life made my mind open up a bit as well.
Of course, it wasn’t just things that I let go of, it was also ideas. Perfection was at the top of the list, followed by the notion of being caught up. I also tossed some fear to the wind and watched it fly away, despite the fact that it kept telling me those wings were broken.
Truth is, I tossed with abandon.
I threw out boxes of things and bags of possessions. I flung words into every corner and watched them wrestle. I hurled old hurts into the fire, and grudges got the boot.
And then I opened my arms wide and embraced the sky.
My hands are empty, but my heart is not.
I became a gypsy.
Well, okay, not exactly.
But you know what I mean.
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Reverb 12/Cultivate 2012:
What do you need to let go of to cultivate your best life in 2013?
What did you learn?
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December 6th, 2012 at 8:52 am
you will be a weightless astronaut when you are my age! as always, kelly, you delight with your insight.
December 6th, 2012 at 9:38 am
Love the visuals this post conjours.
December 6th, 2012 at 10:20 am
becoming a gypsy is a beautiful thing….letting go is an ever evolving process as well….esp when it comes to the concept….like perfection and expectation….
December 6th, 2012 at 10:21 am
Doesn’t it feel so good!?! Fab capture and layering! Outstanding!
December 6th, 2012 at 10:31 am
I LOVE that picture! I have been trying to discard things – a little at a time. It is so hard. I keep justifying why I should keep it. I need to – MUST get better at doing this. That is what my 2013 will be – simplifying. Easier said than done, but I will try. As always, this is beautiful.
December 6th, 2012 at 10:36 am
god, this is great. and this is what you have to do. with abandon. 🙂
December 6th, 2012 at 3:54 pm
I HAVE literally become a gypsy this year. Sold the big homestead, bought a 5th wheel and have been travelling and living in a 400 sq foot trailer since May.
December 6th, 2012 at 8:15 pm
always your words make my heart smile, always.
but especially these words.
in my fondest. tilda
December 6th, 2012 at 9:11 pm
this made me smile, it’s sexy, this abandon. I needed to read this tonight. Thank you.
December 6th, 2012 at 10:43 pm
The end of this made my heart absolutely sing. I want this tattooed on my body somewhere: My hands are empty, but my heart is not. I became a gypsy.
December 7th, 2012 at 5:58 pm
Wonderful 🙂
December 8th, 2012 at 3:42 pm
This is *beautiful*. I think I need to make 2013 my year of discarding.