everything’s okay.
{reverb10 – day 24}
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What was the best moment that could serve as proof
that everything is going to be alright? And how will you incorporate that
discovery into the year ahead?
Yes, cheating again, but this was one such moment as it happened, in process.
A moment I wrote my way through back in June, wrote my way
through the angst and complaints and came out on the other side
holding up a morsel of hope.
And hey, it’s Christmas Eve.
Happy Holidays to you.
::
a spoonful of sugar.
An afternoon that swallows time. Even when I beg, there is
no more. Deadlines and desideritas, my life.
I take myself too seriously. Ponder things that can’t be solved. Worship silence and sanctuary when there is none. Too many moments pass while I stare out my window.
A garden that grows without me. A tale that was not true.
A mystery that has no answer. My life.
A series of situations. A corner that keeps my secrets. A broom
that sweeps almost nothing clean. My life.
Some days overwhelm me. Some days wait to be taken.
Some days sing songs that only I can hear. Some days I sit on
the floor and weep. This is not my imagination.
A forest that leaves light unspoken. A tree that whispers platitudes. A fern that grows in shadow. My life.
A sunbeam filled with dancers. A teardrop left unclaimed.
A glimpse of mediocrity. My life.
Dreams that claim my sleep the way lovers claim their hearts.
Things I cannot have lined up before me. Things I do not want
stand next in line.
A comfort that eludes me. A melody of words that have no tune.
A signature I do not recognize. My life.
A smile on my lips, of strawberries and wine.
A summer day that does not end.
I stand here, waiting.
December 24th, 2010 at 9:58 am
This is so touching and beautiful. Thanks for sharing it. And Happy Holidays to you!
December 24th, 2010 at 10:05 am
“some days wait to be taken”
i just love that !!!
and i love you for being such an inspiration to me this year !!!
merry christmas doll face !
xoxo
December 24th, 2010 at 10:53 am
You’re amazing, you know that?
December 24th, 2010 at 11:06 am
ahhh, i remember that corner. a corner that will keep your secrets is worth is weight in gold.
christmas eve is here, but i have been unwrapping your gifts for many months now. bless you for them all.
xoxo
December 24th, 2010 at 1:24 pm
So much here, as always, Kelly. Thanks for being such a nourishment in my life this year. Merry Christmas!
December 24th, 2010 at 1:39 pm
I am humbled when I come here. This was beautiful.
merry christmas to you xoxo
December 24th, 2010 at 2:37 pm
Love this, your words were mesmerizing. Merry Christmas. x
January 2nd, 2011 at 8:08 pm
I know what you mean–I too felt that I had already answered alot of the Reverb prompts earlier in the month or year. And frankly, I enjoy peeking into something you posted earlier because I’m not able to catch every single post on all of the blogs I visit, and this is such a wonderful poem, I’m glad I didn’t miss it.