make. {reverb10 – day 6}
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What was the last thing you made? What materials did you use? Is there something you want to make, but you need to clear some time for it?
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I make things every day.
I am a graphic designer by trade, so it is my job to make something from nothing. To create. I love my job.
I am also a jewelry designer. (I talk about my jewelry mostly on my other blog, the blue muse, or if you are interested, my shop is here). I love this job, too, I think of it as adding beauty to the world.
I am a worker bee. I am a maker. Almost every year, I make many of my Christmas gifts.
I first learned to knit when I was a teenager. Then I stopped for a long time, but a few years ago, I took it up again. It is the most relaxing craft that I have ever found, just the right mix of concentration and repetitive thinking, almost like meditation.
I started the afghan in the photo above two winters ago. It is two-thirds of the way done, but last year, I hardly worked on it at all. And it’s not that I can’t get it done, I once made my mom an entire afghan in three days because she was going into the hospital for an operation and I wanted her to have it with her.
It is because it is only for me. There is no deadline, or holiday, or reason that I have to finish it. So there it sits, still in my knitting bag, waiting for me to come back to it.
Even with my jewelry, it is rare that I keep a piece for myself. But every once in a while, I fall so in love with a piece that I have to. This necklace is the only thing I kept for myself this year. It reminds me of van Gogh’s cherry blossoms. I wear it every day.
But mostly, I make things for other people. For my job, for my business, for my family, for friends.
I make things every day.
That’s who I am. That’s what I do.
This winter, I think it’s time to finish that afghan.
For me.
December 6th, 2010 at 2:37 pm
I enjoyed your post and completely understand pushing the things we make for ourselves to the bottom of the list. Good luck in getting that afghan done.
December 6th, 2010 at 3:07 pm
Your knitting project is incredible. Wow! I’d love to be able to do that.
And your jewelry is gorgeous. I know what you mean about keeping your work for yourself. I think it’s time to finish that afghan. For you. You deserve it.
December 6th, 2010 at 5:57 pm
Wow, wish I had your knitting skills. I try to create every day too and get grumpy if for some reason I can’t.
December 6th, 2010 at 6:28 pm
You are such a perfectionist and it shows, it’s time to get the afghan done 🙂
December 6th, 2010 at 7:41 pm
oh, dear. i’m coveting your necklace. but am glad you kept it for yourself.
creativity is the soul made visible. yours is quite easy to see. 🙂
xo
December 6th, 2010 at 8:15 pm
Yes. An afghan for you. That feels perfect …
December 6th, 2010 at 8:32 pm
i’m not smart enough to knit, but i’m smart enough to know when something’s beautiful and this afghan is. hope you get it finished before winter’s over this go-round. and that necklace, well thelma j, i can sure see why you fell in love with it. jewelry, graphic design, knitting, writing, gardening, cleaning up cat vomit, you are one of the most creative friends i am delighted to know. big love.
December 6th, 2010 at 8:37 pm
oh I hope you finish it for yourself and send us a picture. I feel blessed wearing something you’ve created, my world is a better place since I found you and your beauty. Thank you.
December 6th, 2010 at 8:40 pm
I’ve always wanted to learn how to knit. I think it’s time I learn.
December 6th, 2010 at 11:05 pm
I committed to making next year be more about selfish crafting. I can’t wait!
Beautiful necklace!
December 7th, 2010 at 11:58 am
Wonderful post. I have always wanted to learn how to knit, maybe I’ll add that on my to-do list for 2011
December 7th, 2010 at 11:59 am
Finish the afghan… another worthy project will emerge, to take you on your meditative journey. This is the lesson I learned this year. Beautiful post.
December 7th, 2010 at 3:00 pm
Oh yes, do finish it for yourself! You deserve it. And that necklace, by the way, is one of my favorites.