Sep 14 2025

seasoning

i went to bed for week
and the world changed colors

yes, of course, i know its autumn
only it isn’t, quite

and all i’m really trying to say
is we forget again and again and again

to notice the magic all around us
blooming right beneath our hurried feet

as we focus on the fresh vines of ugliness
winding their way up twisted ankles

when what we need is to pay our heart’s attention
to the desperate grand finality of fall


Sep 11 2025

nine eleven

twenty-four years later
that’s what we call it

not nine eleven oh one
not September 11, 2001
just
nine eleven

two words

three digits

two towers

four planes

thousands

of

mothers
fathers
daughters
sons
sisters
brothers
wives
husbands
aunts
uncles
girlfriends
boyfriends

not statistics

falling

from

the

sky

not dates
or where were you’s

just whole hearts
in odd numbers

each one

the only necessary

evidence

of love

::

.

.

I wrote this for the 10-year anniversary
of this tragic, horrid event.
I am re-posting it again today, in honor of all those hearts.
Never forget.

.


Sep 2 2025

sustenance

there are no rules
for endings and beginnings

just food for thought
or wasted flavor

and it’s the light
begging shadow for definition

that makes you hungry
for the agony of full


Aug 12 2025

the veracity of stars

may i never be too old
to sit upon the ground
before a tall and hungry fire
built from gold

trees my only witness
sky my only hold
and the river running miles
through the crackled mud between us
singing hard and true and cold

. . .


Aug 6 2025

convoluted miracles

 

the red sun
hovers close
asking why

as if answers
could be crows
crossing distance

in shorn-shortest
feather breeze
paths

when in fact
it’s the meadow
breathing wisdom:

bloom

in the midst
of flamboyant
underused chaos

bloom

like a rose
in a sky
filled with fish

bloom

and surrender
to the hot holy blood
filling each eye

bloom

and forget
to reply


May 4 2025

the cost of everything

i am full

no
i am whole

i’ve always been whole
i just sat myself down
at the wrong table

i was hungry

no
i was starved

you served hot air
and boiled lies

i added spice

running fingers
through straight plate lines
of drizzled down salt

(someone else’s tears,
crystallized)

i drank all the water
and folded my napkin

an unused swan
taking shape

on the grey chipped platter
of sweet stale tender
and timeworn
overused
coin


Apr 22 2025

the road to eremition

i am the leaves
that skitter on pavement
touching toe and ankle
bare and boot
and you don’t listen
to the crackle of my skin
or bear witness
to the whisper
of my decay

i feed you anyway

i am the crow
robbing blue eggs
black circling sound
from the ring
on the right-hand finger
of fortune
and you
cannot reach
the beak that bites you

i feed you anyway

i am the seeds
buried ripe beneath rows
cold arrows of root
reaching deep
through tall darkness
as you nibble buds
in the light drowning rain
of hypocrisy’s
overdrawn bloom

i feed you anyway


Mar 29 2025

on crossing the gauntlet (and other things)

i’ve burned through all the memories

walked through fire
sifted ash

blackened fingers drawing hieroglyphs
to guide me through the grief that buries living

i light candles at dawn and bonfires at dusk
build a fortress of flame
and sleep on embers

i’ve been phoenix so many times
my house is strewn with feathers
(ankle-deep and sharp as quills)

i’ve put you out and opened windows
always feeding the desire to breathe
(which i think is the same as freedom)

i remember the night i woke in terror at the blanket of smoke swirling over my bed
i remember the way i laughed later, when it turned out to be a dream
i remember the way it still feels entirely exactly undeniably

real

truth always finds a way to be revealed


Dec 31 2024

old sun new moon

and here we are
again
endings and beginnings
blooming full
in the light of forgotten

darkness is the edge
our eye is drawn to
bleakblank horizon
lined with trees
and trepidation

the air filled
with hope’s perfume
as if anyone could hold
the scent
of silence

on a morning
carved by will
and blind resilience
into something
resembling peace

or patterned joy
dancing shadows
on the wall
of blanket rhyme
and repetition

. . .


Nov 21 2024

on the growing of green things and other stories

planting a seed
is the purest form of hope
gathering bits
of wither and dry
just to bury them again
in deep dark places

this is also magic
or miracle
witchever you prefer

a garden never fails

to ground you

embrace you

in its heartless
beautiful mess

if you listen
roots are always
whispering

history and herstory
running deep beneath hard beds
of mud and promise
sun and storm
harsh wind and captured
lightning

and you
determine

nothing